Ayla's Diary

by Geena Renee

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released July 12, 2015

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Geena Renee

Geena Renee is a 20 year old indie-alternative singer / songwriter from New Jersey. First picking up the violin at the age of seven, she became so passionate about her classical training that she decided to take her music to the next level, teaching herself the piano and guitar at the age of ten. She has been writing songs ever since. ... more

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Track Name: Prologue: Beneath the Rain
Something has taken me and I am giving in. You can’t imagine where I’ve been. I am bruised and scarred but I am not broken; I know just where I’m going. Take me as flawed as I am as I take my journey to better land. Do not cry for me, I feel no pain…my tears are washed beneath the rain.
Track Name: The Bigger Leap
You put me into your button-down and kissed me until four. I spent the night and you tortured yourself preventing something more. Tickled my lips with your tongue and gently bit down, smiled as my heart fluttered and laid my head down. Please don’t fall asleep, please don’t leave. Your breath on my skin made me dizzy and I tried to fall asleep but nature’s loud and kissing’s fun so I took the bigger leap. Please don’t fall asleep, please don’t leave. We never finished that movie but maybe some other time when your body’s not as warm and my heart’s not as lonely and I’m not distracted by your eyes. Please don’t fall asleep, please don't.
Track Name: Can't Help It
Deep down I know this will never be. No matter how I try, you’re too good for me. Can’t help that I fell for you, can’t help but smile around you. I can’t help it. I’ll always want your love. You always smile at me, make me weak in the knees. Can’t tell if you like me or if you’re just friendly. Can’t help that I fell for you, can’t help but watch you light up the room. I can’t help it. I’ll always want your love. Baby, let’s do it my way, take me out, we’ll light the city. I don’t care what they say, they don’t matter anyway. Baby, let’s do it my way, take me out we’ll light the city. I don’t care what they say, they don’t matter anyway. I can’t help it.
Track Name: Hide and Seek
I just want you to know I’m there for you, to know you’re not alone, oh you are not alone. I just wanna be your sunshine, your everything, and walk with you in early Spring, repair your broken wings. Hide and seek, instead we play hide and seek. You don’t need me as much as you want me so I sit in the rain, try to numb my brain in the early days of Spring. Hide and seek, constant game of hide and seek, secret memory, hide and seek, endless game of hide and seek. I just wanna be your everything. To you if only I could be what you are to me…but I hide and know you’ll never find me. You’ll never find me, secret memory, I was never good at hide and seek.
Track Name: Missing You
I don’t miss you, I just miss the thought of you. I would die for you but I wouldn’t die without you. I don’t love you, I love the memories we made. I’m not lonely if it means you’re my only company. I would die for you but I wouldn’t die without you. I wonder if you think of me when gazing into the sun or if the sun’s too beautiful for something long gone. I don’t miss you, I just miss missing you.
Track Name: Fallen Leaves
Slowly leaves fall unto the ground, just like me they don’t make a sound. No one dares to bat an eye as my seasons pass and my roots dry. Bang, bang, I fall onto the ground. Silence makes such a pretty sound. They say, “Where have they gone?” Do they even know at all? I’ve fallen victim and winter has won. No more noise and no more tears, no more winter the rest of my years. Watching from the Heavens up so high, piles of leaves thrown into the sky. Bang, bang, one by one they hit the ground finding comfort in the sound. Silence makes such a pretty sound. Where have they gone? Do they even know at all? We are victims in the war winter has won. Where have they gone? Do they even know at all? Fallen leaves means there’s no more autumn now.
Track Name: Free
Like two birds flying to the sea, we know there is more to be seen. I’ll count to infinity, take a deep breath, then leap. Like two waves crashing in the sea, a blend makes such beauty. I’ll swim to empty blue and green if it means that we’re free.
Track Name: Ayla's Diary
Waiting rooms, and hospital beds, and plenty of bad news, scrubs, latex gloves, handfuls of tissues, ringing phones in my mind during sleepless nights that never come to an end. I sit down, look around and know this is finally it. I don’t wanna know myself. You say, “Sit and listen, why are you screaming? I’ve only just begun.” Before the words fall out your mouth my mind’s already gone. Send everyone my love, but until the time comes, I’ll just run. I’m trying hard to put up a fight to win the war. The pills don’t work, the needles hurt, and I am sore. I don’t even know myself, I don’t recognize myself, who I was hates who I am, I don’t even know myself. Sit and listen, why are you screaming? This is what I want. Say what you wanna say, oh I am so far gone up to where I belong. Send everyone my love. Up to where I belong, send everyone my love. Up to where I belong.